说到我的大学生活无法抛开我的兄弟们.我们班一共36人,男生有14个.现在分居在4栋和6栋.14个男生中玩在一起的\感情比较好的有我们8个.分别是啊杰 牛哥 成 弈承  周鹏 海龙 邓乐 还有我.

 

我记得最开始大伙都没在一起,第一天晚上我和啊杰一起出来拜访其他同学(我和啊杰是一个寝室的,住在四栋南203).我们的第一个造访地就是隔壁的205寝室,就是最先和我和"人大代表"(啊杰不知道在哪天开始这么称呼自己,大伙也这么叫了)混在一起成为兄弟的母成的寝室.

 

推开门,看见他们寝室四个人一起打扑克.让我觉得奇怪的是,他们寝室四个人中竟然有三个都是长沙的,只有一个是外地的.与他们对门寝室206相比,那是绝对性多数啊.牛哥所在的206寝室全是外地的.那会儿我最先注意的是母成,他给我的第一印象就是,人长得特帅,也挺高.那会儿就估计是我们般的班草,后来一看的确是这样的.

 

尔后和我们一起熟起来的是海龙和牛哥 周鹏.提到海龙,我觉得我和他慢慢熟应该是军训中的一端小插曲吧.这里也不怎么提啦.虽然那次海龙 啊杰 和我三个人挺英雄的,但是后来还是吓得一身汗.根教官有什么纠葛啦不是什么好事,说不定哪天就被整了.

 

邓乐是后来从外系转过来的.这个学期之前虽然和我们有交往但是大家不怎么很熟.这个学期,由于我开了个不好的头,提倡大家搞什么寝室派队,结果后来变了味.变成我们8人轮流请喝酒啦.喝酒我很怕的,你瞧本来人又不高 不白 再把肚子喝大啦谁还要啊? 正式在这样的活动中,大家慢慢融合啦,李弈承也是在其中和我们慢慢熟悉起来的.

(未完待续)

 

Day by day, the time flies never waits,flowers come out never to be heistate also person approaches to society bever be late.

 

It is nearly a year since I escaped from the miserable life—senior three.Nowadays, as a freshman who majoring in Jursprodence, having so much things and ideas in my mind which contributing me to be puzzled and felt to be deprived of something.

 

Last night, a nauthty girl, who I got aquentied at Europ’ Black Tea Bar then became friends, she finished National Examinations,gave me a call asked me that whether the life is so ease and less pressure in campus? “It depends” I replied in response. Added that “if you aim at better future, colouful life,your life in college won’t be so ideal as you wished.

 

When I was writing this pargraph,I paused and went to my classmates dorm to have a heart to heart communication. The reason why I paused writing and went to talk was not because I felt lonely,but I encountered an trouble.

 

It is more than seven years since I learn English. But now I can not write well, speak like native,neither communicate well,while other guys and birds enhanced their vacabulary, masterd the grammer,spoke fluently. All the fact let me feel so disapporinted. I told these to one of my classemates&friends----Li yi cheng. The kind&warm hearted young guy showed his specail sympathy and did me a faver saying so much to me.

I did not know why I felt so disapporinted, wht's worse that I sended short messages to one of my female friends saying that I was in all-time trouble, felt so depression. The state which I felt I am not as good as new,began at last night. To be a young man, I was deteremined to success not just in Law but also in English and I had passion about both of them,taking them as my best loveres.Since designed the plan to recite the English&Chinese Dictionary to enlarge my vacabulary I have devoted all my leisure time on it. Now, two months past away,but i found that my passion and enthusisam mealting away. Why did this happen? I could not giave an answer in a short time.

 

I put my heart on it,but no hearvet.Exactly, I lost myself in it but it did not in tune with my paid.Felt so puzzled. Second by second,my heart beated and teased myself,which caused me to be inclined to giving up the plan.

 

At time of my depression I recalled a sentence."Man is not made for defeat.A man can be destroyed but not for defeated." Yes, that is right, I can' agree more. I can't lose heart, can't be defeated. I should prevent the passion and confidence mealing away.Please garther the courage, stay on track.Success is appraching to me.

Raining heavily,and the sound of it woke me up. There was nothing special for the rain,but it was really heavy, and it is raining now. Yesterday was the second day of the week,Monday. Having finshed the English class, I backed home.The semester approaching end, the class will be less as time goes on.

We just have an English class in itself on Monday, I meant that our courses schedual just arrranged one class on Monday.I was supposed to stay at school to go over my course parparing for the final examinations and to finish my homework.But I left for home by saying I had personal affairs to do with. Actually, I really had some businesses to,did not just escape from drinking party,excatly should name it drunk party which would be held at night. Last Saturday night I backed home, leaving rest of them had a drink.Eveybody finished four bottles of beer,it was no wander they felt so dazzled.Some of guys gave me a signal that they would have a drink again and this time me should add in it.

I was so afraid of that. My family members are not uesd to drinking, as taste it as the skin turn red.If I have drink four bottles of beer, I did not have grace smile on my face. What’worse maybe I will talk nonesence frantically at time.

I am not a stuip guy, I must master the skill of drinking which will be useful when I enter the soicety. So maybe every time I challenge the mortal limits of drinking, can regard it as a stride in this aspect.But at present, as a student, a young man, I think,it is better not to drink so much or it may do harm for self.

It is so common that everybody faces troubles and drops in miseries,me, can not be in exception.It is  nearly a year,since I came into the campus,being a freshman.But I found that there is no more knowledge which concerns my major--law in my mind.So  i felt so bad,and beated myself off at times.

What did I do during the whole year?Attended professional subjects,kicked away from some public classes.And most of my classmates come from advanced-background family,some of them's parent are a leader of the towns or  director general of the Tax Bureau or secretary the Public Security Bureau,it was no wander that most of them lacking necerty driven nor courage or passion to study hard.Slep at late after 12 was a usual things to them.What' s worse there is a drinking&eatting party two weeks a time. Also i could not escaped from it,because i lived with the guys.

Smmer vocation spproaching,everybody is perparing for it,me,also planning for it.In order to enhance the skills & knoweldge of our major, wanna have a shock in law firm. Communicated with one of my teachers, a lawyer. He told me that it is hard for me to find a lawyer to guide you. Now what should i do?